换个角度来想，原来我还蛮无辜的嘛。
才不需要去介意那么多呢。

关闭在床上几天，结果心情也好了很多呐！
果然古人们喜欢入山关闭修炼，觉悟的可真不少啊。
整天就只吃，睡，玩，休息得也够过瘾的。
冲凉时还发现腹肌结实了呢！嗯！想必下次得多多睡觉，好让身体健康点。
呵呵呵。。。



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chilis

It's CHILIS day!!!




While waiting at the bus stop.

Soon Fei, u looks better if u wear the tie properly dude.


Perhaps, u choosed the correct tie, see how obsess Chun Ti is with it.


Thats more like it. ^^



Everytime I get to see this breathtaking building, I will miss my Ex-National Defence University


The whole bus is conquered by us.



And so, we reached АРБАТЬ





















A good boy with a hawt girl-friend.


Or, a cool guy with a pretty lady.


Everyone with a satisfied emotion.


My beloved perempuan simpanan. LOL!





Class photo





The metro train is dominated by us again.


Don't be sad shorty.


Ah so you are happy now aren't you?

A few of us hang around in the park until late night.



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Skipped whole day class again today.
What am I doing actually?

I can't get rid of the matter that had been troubling me.
I feel like I've messed my life.
It feels so much miserable for the 1st time in my life.
So much guilt in me that made me totally speechless,
So much guilt in me that I think I should have go to hell now.

Is it really worth you to react in such way?
I don't know, I'm confused.
Maybe I have been fooled,
Maybe I have been played.

Can't you just act like nothing happen,
Can't you just act normal,
Like she did?



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A thousand times I can ask for forgiveness
A thousand times you will say no
A thousand times will I think about you in an hour
A thousand times in a hour will you think about how I hurt you
A thousand times will I remember how great you were to me
A thousand times will you remember how awful I was to you
A thousand times did I have the chance to make things right
A thousand times the opportunity was missed

I know you’re angry and you don’t want to talk to me, I hope you’ll read this anyhow. I’m truly sorry for what I did. I didn’t mean to hurt you. I really had a sleepless night, moving here and there on my bed and thinking about what happen to us that night. I least expected it, all I could hear was my heart beating much faster than it ever has. I cursed my stars at night, as my expectation for the night was so much greater. For now, I know sorry is just a word, but for what it's worth I am very sorry for hurting you last night. You caused me pains too but and I'm really confused about everything. I realize I can’t fix the damage between us with just one letter; however I will do whatever it takes to regain your trust.

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乱。。

那晚，做了件事。
也不知道要该么说，就是现在觉得很惭愧。
到底是在干吗的。
太贪玩了你, 看伤害到别人了是吧？
你怎么不跟我说话了。
至少说声：“我恨你”，也好让我放心啊。
我知道，对不起并不能弥补我的罪恶。
好好的反省吧你这个王八蛋！！



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Happy Burfdae YY ₦ Jeffery

We are gonna celebrate at "Chilis", as we told YY and Jeff.

Called back to Malaysia, just solely wanted to ask sister how to make the spaghetti. It's my 1st time doing it, keep imagining how I'm going to do and hoping that the result will be at least near to my mommy's. Never knew actually we cant really blend the meat. Only I remember actually we bought the pork from market, we'll need to ask the butcher to mince the meat with the special machine he have. Pity the whole floor can hear my effort trying to chop the pork into small pieces.

It's my first time to to cook for somebody's birthday celebration. You are such a good luck YY and Jeff... hehehe... Yah, that why I refuse anyone's offer to help cuz I wanna do it alone. Everything goes fine, fried the mushroom and so called well "minced" pork. Along with the smashed potatoes. Until I started to add in the blended pure tomatoes, the whole pot become pink. People who came by thought I have something to do with strawberries. Maybe I've put too much of sugar, made it quite sweet. I don't really remember the spaghetti taste my mom made.

Things get better after I add in the capsicum. Yet I'm not satisfied with the result. Haha... I've better stop adding anything else better it get worse. Must learn it properly when I'm back to Malaysia again.

YY put on a very pretty dress, she looks so excited and happy. Waiting all of us to done bathing and go Chilis. I feel sorry for her. I can see her disappointment and shocked when we gave her the "surprise". Feel like getting cheated and scammed maybe. Sorry leh YY, next week we go Chilis lar okeh? But Mohana's, Punitha, Martin, and Wincy's "Curry Chicken Puri" is enough to compensate the lie I suppose. ; ) ... Somehow Jeffery with his slumber face, act like nothing happen. Maybe he already knew our plan. =S

The food is really awesome. We got a very good cooking group of 14A. Thanks to Chunti, Soonfei, Kianloong, and Kugan for making the delicious sushi. Also the special fruit punch by Yunloong.

Philips, Bobo, Hozen, and Chai had joined us in the drinking card games. It's fun, Philip had introduce us a few new cards game. {Bus}, and {the Devil card}. That's what we played before I leave the room earlier. My friend needs me. Entertainment later. You can do it my friend. Be strong.

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~Declaration~

Is it the reborned me coming back to revive the long lost blog? YES!

Have always wanted to do so, but the laziness and "busyness" always been the biggest obstacle.

Finally, one inspiration came and ticked my initiative, broke all the chain and shackle that had locked me static it is.

Not trying to give excuses, just an honest explanation. =)

Thanks why