Skipped whole day class again today.
What am I doing actually?

I can't get rid of the matter that had been troubling me.
I feel like I've messed my life.
It feels so much miserable for the 1st time in my life.
So much guilt in me that made me totally speechless,
So much guilt in me that I think I should have go to hell now.

Is it really worth you to react in such way?
I don't know, I'm confused.
Maybe I have been fooled,
Maybe I have been played.

Can't you just act like nothing happen,
Can't you just act normal,
Like she did?



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